I know that life sometimes sucks, I know you have been through hell.
I know people have disappointed you, hurt you, that you have failed many times, that you have regrets and unfulfilled dreams.
I know that your body does not always fit into the image that you want it to be.
I know relationships are hard.
I know you have spent years and years working on your “issues”. It is all good.
Now when we have all that out in the open, lets turn it around.
Lets turn it all inside out, and let’s discover a new way, a new world.
We are not leaving this world behind,
this new world is the world inside this world.
It is the world inside that pain, inside that hope,
it is the heart inside the heart inside the heart.
It’s home.
This path is not a path of self improvement,
it is not about fixing yourself,
or comparing yourself to an ideal future state.
It is not a path towards a goal.
It is a love affair.
Union.
You fall helplessly in love, and everything shifts.
All is the same, all is different.
You feel everything stronger,
the pain is more excruciating
the bliss more unbearable beautiful.
You receive every breath, every sound, every thought
with wonder
with attention,
with curiosity.
Some moment are dull or dense or stuck, even those moments are miracles.
Just as when you first fall in love with a person,
you see with fresh eyes.
This is the path of the Yogini.
Here there is only one way to fall and that is deeper and deeper in love.
Everything you call “me”,
thoughts and preference, memories and feelings, hunger and thirst, divine and broken.
will continue to arise, yet the glue between it all will melt away.
It all swirls around like a raindrops in an ocean of light, gone before you can grasp it.
Once you claim your seat on this Yoginicircle your life will never be the same
you fall in love
with yourself.
It is an infinite love affair
with an infinite self
Oh yes, the Yogini’s are back, dancing in from the horizon of timelessness, gathering the sisters.
Millions and millions of women have prepared for this time,
and in the midst of this magnificent display of passion, and love and beauty
if you look around you, you will discover your seat among the wild hearted Yogini’s, ready to live it.
It is time.
21 day Lakshmi Sadhana starts January 25th. Learn more here
Photo: Bibbi Friman
2012 is the year of bonding and the emergence of feminine energies…..this is the year to allow your inner beauty and your potential to soar. There has never been a more powerful surge of energy. Embrace yourself, honor yourself and hold yourself in high esteem. Be of service to other’s, share your gifts with other’s, help to heal those who are suffering, and lead them to the path of light and love. The time has come for us to stand together and rejoice.
This message has flowed through me from Archangel Haniel.
Blessings, Lilyana
Oh dear Sister! I am just living ALL you discribe in your text. The deepest horror of all heavy energies around my life included around all my beloved and ancestors, its on the table now and its so much that my little being just can`t hold it by myself. It was so much in this heavy healing process that I just sat down and said to God: It is too much for me, too big, too strong and I lay my hands down just to give it up to you, and what happened- it felt GOOD just to sit in the middle of the storm with all this brokeness, all this madness, interrupted love and relationships, all this inherited things from the past, feeling sadness, feeling helplesness, feeling being Gods child ANYHOW! At the same time, my partner, my deepest friends, they are all very excited because we feel the Goodess arising in a big, strong healing process RIGHT NOW. People who are conservative start to talk about healing the female energy and power, many men here where I live want to transform the inherited combination between violence and sexuality, want to transform the relationships inside and outside- the HOLY WEDDING is going to be prepared.
To stay in the middle of the dark, ready to let go everything, to die on several levels AND to feel the joy and love of the Godess thats tear and laughter in one. I hope to join the holy circle in the end of January.
Deep love and thanks to you
Diana
I am in awe of your ability to surrender, dear sister. Thank you, thank you for sharing as it gives us all a template for holding more. Much love.
I don’t know you sister, but you are speaking out of my heart. In the middle of the dark standing like you, I don’t deny, I stay awake seemingly alone, I find the silence and God in all its beautiful forms……and just now you…..in form…so happy to meet you here, this day where we are brave and trust to stay in the fire alone and say yes to truth. You describe the shadow so well without judging, without putting guilt on you or on others, just that and then this big big embrace of the Divine and you are God’s child like I am and we meet here, right now, thank you Diana. Raffaella
Thank you rafhara and Suzan, this is living sisterhood: your words give me tender strength not to give up in the middle of everything,much love and the deep need to connect in the Godess Diana