You spend lifetimes comparing yourself with others,
wishing you could be more like this and less like that.
Stubbornly you cling to your flaws, collecting evidence and reasons
for why you have to be fixed before you can fully shine.
Busy building wobbly towers of new and shiny selves,
the freedom you long for seems always just out of reach.
Yet its sweet fragrance keeps pulling you closer, again and again,
to the portal of a terrifying vulnerability we have become so skilled in avoiding.
It is from this very door of intimacy you hear the ancient call from the deep feminine.
Kali, Inanna, Lakshmi, Durga, Saraswati, they all are challenging you
to take a chance, in this lifetime, to trust that you are not a mistake. Continue reading →
This breath, this life, this earth…so full of incomprehensible suffering,
so full of unfathomable beauty. The trance of division so strong,
and yet open awareness–the medicine–is here, always available.
This summer we have witnessed horrendous, unbearable tragedies in the world.
We have cried, shut down, prayed, felt the depths of helplessness and compassion. Continue reading →
Dear Yogini Sisters,
We asked you on the AWI Facebook Page to share your favorite movies about women’s awakening and empowerment, and here is the list of movies compiled from your responses. May this list feed your heart and soul during those warm, cozy nights spent on the couch…
Here is the list as a PDF that you can download
(feel free to add your own favorites in the comments section below)
- Whale Rider
- The Color Purple
- The Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood
- As It Is in Heaven (Sweden)
- Water (Mira Nair, India) Continue reading →
Dear Yogini sister, you have responded to the call. I bow. Feed your intention. Stay rooted in compassion, empathy, encouragement and intuition, and it will navigate you through the fear. Fear is just a feeling, coming and going, your deeper intention is the voice of evolution.
:: Chameli Devi
Thank you for joining us to the word ‘Yogini’.
Thank you for connecting us to something so huge, powerful, beautiful and divine. We are women who each in her own way is practicing her faith ~ whatever it may be. We’ve been doing it for years and years.
Being Indian, the word yogini is not unfamiliar. But I would not have used it or rather dared to use it. I’m comfortable with the word ‘sadhika’ ~ which means a woman who practices her sadhana. But it does not have the fire power of the word yogini.
A yogini for me is a woman who burns with the fire of her practice, who is uncompromising with her soul-work, who continually lives on the edge of her consciousness ~ forever aware and awake. Tinge of madness, dollops of compassion, mirth and joy. She’s forever tapping into mysteries. She’s loved and feared at the same time. She’s her own guru. Its good to know that there’s a word that fits all this. Continue reading →
This practice is sort of intense.
It is about bringing the monsters in the basement– the exiled parts of ourselves —
up into the warmth of awareness, so that they no longer can run the show from the shadows.
Make sure to connect with your feet and your body before you begin.
Put a hand on your body, on your heart perhaps, or belly.
Make sure you breathe, deeply, through out the practice.
The practice is to watch this short animated film from Steve Cutts.
It is about the disconnected, consuming, abusive, lonely part of ourselves.
This part is you. And the awareness of this part, is also you. Continue reading →
We have already received many hundred requests for Temple Names, so we will have to close the offer for now. If you submitted a request but cannot see it here, it came in too late. Thank you so much for participating.
We will let you know when we will open this offer again.
Dear Yogini sisters,
For the next days I will give Temple Names to the awakening women in our community.
Yes, that is you.
A Temple Name is a meditation, a koan. A Temple Name will support you, soothe you, hold you, remind you, or (if you are lucky) stretch you right over the edge of your limited sense of self.
It is not a public name and you don’t keep this name forever, it changes as life is evolving.
This is a gift free of charge. Continue reading →
There is something profound that happens when you begin to see and claim your place in a lineage. Your assignment as a Yogini is indeed aligning with a sacred, unbroken circle of wise women who are in this very moment midwifing the new life into our world. Continue reading →
There is a lot of talk about feminine awakening and empowerment these days, and one of the pitfalls I see playing itself out in the collective right now, is that the old paradigm of competition and greed, of “more-for-me” has learned to mimic the deep feminine.
With that I mean that there is a danger that we use the language and the imagery of the feminine to feed the old patterns of ambition and endless improvement. Now we are not only being told that we should be better and smarter and richer, we should also “find our inner Goddess”, get our “tantra on”, be more radiant, we should “do” the feminine perfectly. Continue reading →
Oh, the drama…
When you feel that knot in the belly,
when there is a court scene playing in your head,
when you panic, when you worry,
when you regret it the moment you push the send button.
When you hear yourself say yes. Or no (again!),
feeling that familiar shrinking inside.
When it’s not enough, or way too much. Continue reading →
By Denise Reynolds
Written during a torrential rain and thunderstorm
in the Yogini Initiation retreat, Rishikesh India – February 15, 2013
Sacred union of earth and sky,
Dancing all the elements.
Sky penetrating Earth with life-giving water.
Filling Her, quenching Her
Becoming the life-blood of Gaia. Continue reading →
Living a life in a woman’s body you will, in any given moment,
Sometimes light and easy,
other times more rough and fiery,
and yes, everything in between.
It is unavoidable,
and in itself it is unproblematic. Continue reading →
Guest Blog by Katy Stevenson Wirth
In my heart of hearts,
I no longer want to be
Better than you
Smarter than you
Thinner than you
Prettier than you
Faster than you
Stronger than you
More accomplished than you
More creative than you
A better mother than you
A better friend than you
Better educated than you
ANYTHING more than you. Continue reading →
A Yogini engages in Sadhana so she can stay rooted in
a wide and transparent view,
also in times of rough contractions.
In some martial arts they use the expression “to freeze at the level of the attack”.
In ordinary life, that would mean something
similar to if someone was to grab your arm,
your energy and attention would automatically
around the place of contact where
you are held in the grip.
Or if some area of your life feels stuck and frustrating,
your attention tends to get sucked
towards that which is not working. Continue reading →
The Dalai Lama says that compassion is to bear the unbearable.
How do we do that? How do we bear the unbearable?
We all have places where we contract and close in fierce resistance.
One of my strongest challenges is the pornography/human trafficking industry, its abuse of innocent children and selling of women.
For many years I worked as a therapist for teenagers who had been involved with prostitution from a very young age. I got to know how precious and fragile these girls were in their early womanhood. Their hopes for the future where often covered over by a hard shell of cynicism. They had prematurely lost their childhood, their vulnerability turned to shame. But deep in their hearts, their innocence was still undeniably beautiful.
Continue reading →
You are the light of awareness
embodied in time and space.
Embodied awareness brings forth
which is radiant light.
Bring your attention to the field of luminous awareness
that illuminates your experience right now.
Without this clear light of awareness
you would be without experience. Continue reading →
Sometimes it feels as if you have lost Her (It, Him, Spirit, Connection)
and you think you have to learn some more methods,
or you have to “let go and accept”.
You have to think good thoughts,
or get rid of thoughts all together,
or you have to process and heal something in order to find Her again. Continue reading →
Prayer for the Earth – Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee from Working with Oneness on Vimeo.
“In our prayers and devotions, we need to reconnect with the sacred substance in creation. We need to place the earth within our hearts, and nourish it with our love, and offer it in remembrance of God.” Continue reading →
Oh Lover of Truth,
She does it on purpose, I mean, being that irresistible…
She knows that we all have GREAT reasons not to show up.
She knows that we have read the books, that we know the latest “how to’s”.
She knows how busy we are, She knows about the latest drama, the numbness.
She knows about our hunger for, and mistrust of, the wide open tundras of Being,
and She knows about our loyal subscription to comparing, to doing, to analyzing.
She knows how we secretly judge Her, how we want Her to show up more
like in the books with crystal clear messages (who needs paradox anyway).
She knows our impatience with Her. Continue reading →